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healingmirthRationally, I know am fortunate to have a job that provides me with health care and pays me enough to live on, and to live well relative to a very large percentage of earth's population.
That said, if I could get through a day at work without occasion to repeat FUCK THIS at top volume in my internal monologue, that would be awesome.
I am trying so hard to be a better person, but it hasn't worked yet. I woke up at 5am this morning, completely mentally exhausted from a dream where I was running around trying to fill the (entirely plausible) last minute requests of my boss.
And now I am.going to either watch some of the democratic convention speeches, or re-read some teen wolf fic. We'll see.
That said, if I could get through a day at work without occasion to repeat FUCK THIS at top volume in my internal monologue, that would be awesome.
I am trying so hard to be a better person, but it hasn't worked yet. I woke up at 5am this morning, completely mentally exhausted from a dream where I was running around trying to fill the (entirely plausible) last minute requests of my boss.
And now I am.going to either watch some of the democratic convention speeches, or re-read some teen wolf fic. We'll see.
